smart people have said it before.

but if you want to hear it from a not so smart one like me, let me say it again…

if you feel anything out of the ordinary, uncomfortable enough to let you drag your heavy behind to the clinic, and you were diagnosed with something you either know or clueless about..

do not,

i repeat, DO NOT google your diagnosis.

i do not want you to end up thinking about the horrors of unsuccessful surgery, when you know quite well that the future is not in your hands.

i already googled TMJ disorder. and i’m already overwhelmed with paranoia, thinking of the possible worst case scenarios.

next time, remind me to be smarter, okay?

for the mean time, any personal or personally known story to convince me that i will not end up in the OR with this will be very much appreciated. and also, tips from those of you who know something about surviving this thing gracefully, i am desperate for suggestions, because the pain and discomfort are literally getting on my nerves on and off.

thanks.